By Rubicon
chapter X Rubicon: Aging With Julie
Aging With Julie
If Love is not worth loving,
then Life is not worth living,
Nor aught is worth remembering,
but well forgot;
For store is not worth storing
and gifts are not worth giving,
If Love is not…
As thy days, so shall thy strength be – Christina Rossetti
Julie is only a few years younger than me, but she has always aged slower than me. She’s always had beautiful long hair, mostly dark brown to black, yet with gold and copper infused throughout. When silver strands started to appear, she wasn’t excited about it like I was. I told her I had been waiting years for those silver strands to make their appearance, and I love them.
We look after each other’s aches and pains, and watch each other’s health like hawks. We make each other breakfast and supper. We’ve never had much money, but we go out for breakfast every now and again. Sometimes we go for her favorite, Chinese food. The kids are teenage to 32, menopause and andropause have hit us, and the former relieves much of the stress related to sex.
Julie has shared with me regarding her traumas. I’m not the best person to help with some of this, because my anger tends to get in the way. She has done so much internal work to not be destroyed by those experiences, and we both have benefited tremendously from what she has done and accomplished.
Sex and love are life, even when you get older. Julie has gained stretch marks from pregnancy and milk production. I have great respect for these marks. They show how much she gave of herself out of love to grow fine children and make sure they had the best nutritional start in life. She enjoyed her breasts, even in pregnancy and milk production in pleasant sexual ways. She enjoyed squirting her hot milk on my cock and licking it off. We rubbed her milk on both our bodies, and I think of this with reverence every time I suck her nipples.
As I push my hard cock into her and it touches her cervix, and I shoot hot cum into her, I’m reminded of fucking while she was pregnant, especially in the last few weeks to help the cervix along, and we laugh thinking how the kids don’t know this (well, maybe now). I fuck her anally and her eyes role back in her head, she loses all sense of time and place, and cums with uncontrollable shudders. She fucks me anally with her strap-on and I whine like her little bitch as she forces my prostate to unload. We 69 and suck and rub until we both explode, and she kisses me deep with a mouth full of cum.
We both need this. Sex is life. Sex shares life. Sex makes life. Sex makes the bonding of love deeper and more meaningful. To sleep every night with a naked goddess, feeling her skin with my hands and body, is life sustaining. When I run my hands along her ass, when I feel the muscles in her legs, when I feel the hard and defined muscles in her back, it is an ecstatic experience. When she feels my hard cock, squeezes my balls, and moans with delight, I know she feels home.
We sit together in the living room on a love seat. She still puts her legs up on mine, and still gives me raging boners. If she’s at the sink, I press into her and put my hands in her pants and rub her clit to distraction. If I bend over anywhere she reaches between my legs, squeezes my balls, and reaches around to feel my cock grow hard, and she moans.
To live with the same person, in deep love, for decades requires give and take, sharing, sometimes arguments, and sex – lots of sex – lots of horny un-judged sex. You can’t be afraid to explore your limits with the one you love [Enigma]. Julie has overcome deep trauma and learned to live, love, and make love. She has overcome her initial feelings of bisexuality in me, and my not telling her sooner. I am grateful that she trusts me enough to touch her and love her, emotionally and physically. I love her so much I am overcome. I need her like Food, Water, Shelter…
Enigma — Gravity Of Love
Jussi Bjorling — Nessun dorma!
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After sixteen centuries of sexual repression in the Western Christian culture at the hands of ecclesial oligarchs, it is a breath of fresh air to hear from a couple who are so comfortable with themselves that they can share their personal, passionate, bonding experiences with others. The antiquated church doctrines that supported these repressive prohibitions drove a wedge between the creator and the created and unjustly stained the gifts that were bestowed to us from our spiritual source. These ruptures in sexual expression led to unwarranted stress and retarded our psycho-sexual development, which cultivated all sorts of negative, compulsive behaviors, including rape, pedophilia, and objective sexual domination. This change was long overdue. Thanks for the post, Sean.
Lucky that you found each other