Citizen Complicity in War and War Crimes: Philosophical and Political Analysis in re Just War Theory and Combat Veteran Insight
"...courage to accept the destabilizing truth that democracy does not offer absolution, but intensifies responsibility."
Idalgo, Bond, Rubicon, & Griobhtha (I/A/W GP&R and MacArthur Foundation)
29 October 2025
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Citizen Complicity in War & War Crimes: Philosophical and Political Analysis of Sean Griobhtha’s X Rubicon and the Crossing Rubicons Essays
In re Just War Theory, Moral Philosophy, and Combat Veteran Confession, Testimony, & Reflection
Practical Implications: Civic Education, Public Accountability, and Ethical Citizenship
Introduction
This analysis is an extension of a previous report [part 1], “Complicit Across the Rubicon”: The Philosophical and Political Reasoning Behind Sean Griobhtha’s Indictment of Citizen Responsibility for War Crimes, which detailed the philosophical, ethical, historical, & moral ideas leading to Griobhtha’s indictment of democratic Citizens in war and war crimes; and positioned Griobhtha’s work in the realm of Just War Theory (JWT) and criticism of the same. The purpose of this analysis is to dig deeper past theory into the philosophical ideas from which Griobhtha derives thought, and which give authority for indictment in his work, X Rubicon, and further ethical and moral foundation and inclusionary thought in the indictment itself, and search for solutions. In the latter sections, X Rubicon: Trauma, Silence, Love, Survival addresses hope in how to address the individual moral injury and associated collective moral injury, and in Practical Implications: Civic Education, Public Accountability, and Ethical Citizenship, we offer how application of solutions may be achieved. This latter has led to the production of study guides for students, targeted toward 17-22, to help adult facilitators. The following quote is an opening statement developed for facilitators/teachers for this purpose, which seems variously appropriate for the current readership:
“You are about to read a book that doesn’t ask you to agree—it asks you to think. Sean Griobhtha’s X Rubicon and his essays in Crossing Rubicons argue that in a democracy, citizens are not innocent bystanders to war crimes committed by their governments or its actions. He says we are complicit—not just passively, but actively—through our silence, our votes, our taxes, and our cultural myths.
“This course isn’t about guilt. It’s about responsibility. It’s about asking: What does it mean to be a citizen? What do we owe to others—especially those harmed in our name? Can we live ethically in a system that commits atrocities?
“You may feel challenged, uncomfortable, even angry. That’s good. Philosophy isn’t a comfort zone—it’s a crucible. Let’s step into it together.”
Sean Griobhtha’s X Rubicon and his ongoing essays at Crossing Rubicons present a forceful, emotionally charged, and conceptually rigorous indictment of citizens in democracies for their complicity in government-led war crimes and atrocities. Griobhtha’s fusion of firsthand military narrative with philosophical critique sharply interrogates the frameworks of responsibility, denial, and psychological trauma that shape collective participation in violence. Drawing from his status as a combat veteran, his close relationship with fellow veterans, and his deep contempt for the self-congratulatory myths upholding U.S. militarism, he demands a radical re-evaluation of what it means to be a citizen in a purported democracy.
In the previous document, we analyzed how Griobhtha’s writing relates to other Just War Theory analysts and philosophers, and his thoughts on willful ignorance:
“Ignorance for lack of information is understandable and normal, though still unacceptable; however, choosing ignorance when you have the information readily accessible or in-hand only points to failing in yourself.” (X Rubicon, Preface)
This report conducts a multi-layered analysis of Griobhtha’s arguments regarding democratic complicity, situates his reasoning within robust philosophical frameworks—including those of Hannah Arendt, Albert Camus, and Simone Weil—and explores the testimony of veterans profoundly affected by moral injury and trauma. Through close readings of pivotal chapters and essays—including “Dream Sequence”, “A Young Man Named Jim”, “Final Rest Camp”, “Trackers”, “Drugs of the Sierra Madre,” and “Guilt, Repentance, and Change”—the report unpacks how Griobhtha’s appeal traverses literary, psychological, and civic terrain to unsettle conventional narratives of innocence, patriotism, and democratic virtue. Finally, the discussion addresses the vital implications for civic education, public accountability, and the cultivation of genuinely ethical citizenship — a path forward.
Religion-based & Political Philosophical Influence
Noteworthy as underlayment, Griobhtha’s Substack essays make extensive use of quotes and references of G.A. Borgese’s writing, Goliath: The March Of Fascism (1938, New York, The Viking Press). Giuseppe Antonio Borgese was an Italian writer, journalist, literary critic, literature professor, poet, playwright, and academic naturalized American. He taught literature at the University of Chicago for many years under the leadership of Robert Maynard Hutchins. He later married Elizabeth Mann and co-founded Common Cause, which was also the title of one of his other works. He was forced to leave Italy when, as an academic, he refused to sign the fascist oath. Griobhtha’s book chapter, Trumpussolini (also on Substack), is a mix of Griobhtha’s direct narrative and extended Borgese quotes which draw direct comparisons between Trump and Benito Mussolini, in character, style, action, and result. Borgese detailed the origins of fascist ideology in romantic myth, and its results, which Griobhtha applies to American and western romantic myths and results (Close Reading of Sean Griobhtha’s ‘Dear Zionist’ goes further into the connection). Of particular interest here, Griobhtha uses an extended quote from a section labeled, A Doctrine of Its Own, in which Borgese, utilizing Mussolini’s quotes, demonstrates the use of Religion as a tool in the state use of control and manipulation, and the desire for war:
“Holy is the State and the State alone. Religion, in the particular case ‘that particular positive religion that is [Evangelicalism]’, is a valuable asset of the State and must be protected and fostered as such. The State, in its turn, is not at all the embodiment of a natural necessity, nor does it coincide with the natural facts of race and nation; in which case its expanding power would be limited within the narrowness of objective bounds. The State is a creation of the Spirit, or of the Will of History. But where and how does this Spirit or Will visibly appear? Not in the God of the believer, since God, the God of [Evangelicalism], is merely an asset of the State, which definitely ‘has no theology’. Nor does it appear in the Nature of the anthropologist or geographer. Nor, finally, in the demos of the democrat or in the mass of Marx. The Spirit or Will, otherwise called State, embodies itself ‘in the few, nay, in the One’. In other words it is the despot, and the despot alone, who is the Holy.”
Griobhtha applies this directly to American leadership, party proxy, patriotic education and religion, and is borne out in examining evangelical nationalism, and Zionist complicity.
The influence of Abraham Joshua Heschel looms large in Griobhtha’s thoughts and approach. More on Heschel is included below and the aforementioned “Close Reading”, but a quote, often utilized by Griobhtha, included in a piece titled, “Dear Zionist”, ties in directly with Griobhtha’s thoughts and approach regarding recognition of evil, complicity, and responsibility:
“There is an evil which most of us condone and are even guilty of: indifference to evil. We remain neutral, impartial, and not easily moved by the wrongs done to other people. Indifference to evil is more insidious than evil itself; it is more universal, more contagious, more dangerous. A silent justification, it makes possible an evil erupting as an exception becoming the rule and being in turn accepted.” — (Abraham Joshua Heschel, The Insecurity of Freedom: Essays On Human Existence)
While finding humanly valuable thought from religiously-based thinkers, Griobhtha warns against dogmatism and apocrypha. In the chapter, Praying For Slaughter, Griobhtha indicts the religious externalism of “Christian” dogmatism and apocalyptic agendas spawned from ignorant dogmatism of biblical literature, something anathema to Jesus of Nazareth, warning readers, “Never trust a religion whose ultimate goal is the end of the world”; and this is reinforced in the essays The Polyglot Of Evil and I Dreamed I Saw Joe Hill.
While [“Praying For Slaughter"] was written with “Christians” in mind, it easily applies to ALL organized religions (Sinclair applies his words to all religions). A favorite phrase in all religions is some form of, “God’s Will Be Done”. This is quite disturbing for us, especially when “Christians” say it, but recently it has become equally disturbing to hear “Muslims” (primarily the aristocratic Sunni) quote similar in relation to Israeli perversions of Justice and Life. Just as Jesus of Nazareth would be ashamed of those “Christians”, Mohammed would be equally ashamed of those do-nothing “Muslims”. Using “God” to order laziness in thinking and compassion, crazed agendas, and perverted justice is exactly what Israel and its supporters utilize. Saying “God” told you to kill people is about as psycho as it gets.
Griobhtha details the environment of religion used for empire, and its purpose. He lays out the ritualization prayer, not as asking for intervention for good:
“What were they asking from their god? Basically, success in slaughtering human beings, but, by all means, save themselves from anything untoward. They said many ridiculous things, but what they prayed for was an exact match for the prayers to the Babylonian Fire God in the days of Anu and Baal:
“Let them die, but let me live! Let them be put under a ban, but let me prosper! Let them perish, but let me increase! Let them be weak, but let me wax strong!”
He utilizes a serious epigraph by writer Caitlin Johnstone regarding “Christian" Zionist duplicity toward ethics & morality: “Every once in a while I remember that a not-insignificant percentage of the Israel apologists in my mentions are American Christians who support Israel because they want Jesus to come back and burn all the Jews in Hell.”
Griobhtha has also been deeply influenced by writers whose work he has reposted, such as Upton Sinclair; Joe Hill; Star of David … Land of Myth (Stanley Cohen); Open Letter to the Born Again (James Baldwin); and Kids Who Die (Langston Hughes).
Overview of Griobhtha’s Argument on Democratic Complicity
X Rubicon is a profoundly uncomfortable text—a work that repeatedly confronts readers with the knowledge that the violence perpetrated in America’s proxy wars is not the work solely of secretive elites or deranged individuals, but is facilitated, enabled, and ultimately justified by the prevailing attitudes and passivity of the voting public. The central assertion running through both the memoir and its essays, and Griobhtha’s contemporary essays, is that “ignorance of the American (and other colonial) people is at the heart of much of the cause and effect” that enables atrocities. The memoir and plea of the book, has been described as an “amazing cri de coeur”, and that is certainly apt, as the reader is allowed to be the veteran and grasp the “severe Moral Injury and PTSD”, and the reader often finds the passionate cry coming from their own heart. Griobhtha places readers inside the head of the combat veteran so that they may fully understand the magnitude and events as they happen, facing them as the veteran must face them. A charge Griobhtha often makes is that people pretend to know, or think they know, about what happens in combat, but too often fail to even approach the reality, or stop at a comfortable far distance, much like the ladies and gentlemen observing Civil War battles from a distance. Griobhtha and Rubicon express extreme distress and discomfort at Citizens who provoke and support war, while “expecting other men to do your fighting for you”—Chicken Hawks & Virgins Talking About Sex. The recognition of the reading discomfort is repeatedly expressed in positive reviews: “This book will challenge you. It’s intense & it really is an indictment as the subtitle states.”; including by wives, mothers, fathers, and family of combat veterans finally able to understand what their husband, son, friend deals with:
“My god! I was right there… and I wept.”
“If you want to know what combat and its choices feel like, and you should, this is it. There’s no more hiding. Griobhtha places you in it, over your head, ‘up close and personal’. The bullet is coming from you and the knife is in your hand.”
“The amount of killing described in the book is mind blowing, detailing many missions involving hand to hand combat which does not afford any mental protection provided by distance. Predictably, Rubicon suffered extreme mental stress during these missions… After all, if the public sought the truth, action might be required. Like a group of teenagers, Americans hate the idea of accountability more than anything else.”
“This book is a first hand account of a young man’s experience killing as a military scout. And the damage it wreaked on his life for 40+ years. It’s a wake up call!… It’s prophetic & jarring!… It’s gut wrenching & real. My friend gave me this book as a gift. The protagonist’s wife wrote a heartfelt foreword. It helped me in understanding my husband’s military experience and why he never wanted to talk to me about it.”
Nor are these crimes (Rubicon and Griobhtha admit them as crimes) unique in the annals of US war and proxy war. The book is full of historical references to US war crimes, including repeated use of white phosphorus as weapon, even after it had been proscribed in law. Griobhtha has also pointed out the war crimes the US has encouraged its proxy partners to commit. One example he has referred to is a little girl in Syria, who was chained and made to watch as Sunni terrorists led by ISIS (al Jolani with Israel)—a proxy supported AND orchestrated by Israel, US, and Britain with assistance of US & British Special Forces—tortured and murdered her parents in front of her, then killed her and retrieved her organs for sale, and they took pictures. He contends that the public’s persistent refusal to confront the true nature of U.S. foreign policy, combined with a willful maintenance of mythologies around American exceptionalism and freedom, produces moral blindness and complicity in crimes committed abroad. For Griobhtha, this is not a matter of abstract guilt; it is a lived reality etched into the bodies and minds of those who fight these wars, and into the society that perpetuates, funds, and fails to question them.
While both Griobhtha and Rubicon are atheists, they both glean knowledge from theistic writers and “theosophers”. One of the clearest examples found throughout X Rubicon is the application of the thoughts and writings of Abraham Joshua Heschel (1907-1972, Polish-American rabbi and one of the leading Jewish theologians and Jewish philosophers of the 20th century), particularly A Passion For Truth and The Insecurity Of Freedom: Essays On Human Existence. In Griobhtha’s Author Statement, Heschel is quoted in reference to seeking Truth:
Many years ago a great man, Abraham Joshua Heschel, wrote a great book, A Passion For Truth. I am an atheist, yet this philosophic Jewish scholar touched my heart. He wrote about his life-long endeavor struggling to come to terms with Love and Mendacity existing simultaneously. He gave the mythic account of Truth being despised by its fellows, Mercy and Righteousness – and Truth was buried in the ground (by God – imagine that):
“Mercy and Truth collided;
Righteousness and Peace engaged in a clash”
“Truth wants to emerge, but man does not want its appearance… They think they dance, yet they are paralyzed. Delusion holds them enraptured. They feel so comfortable in the clutches of their self-deception that when Satan himself embraces them, they think he is in love with them.”
This then, is what we are facing here. The Mendacity of the United States Government and its agent of destruction, the CIA, and its Citizenry – unchecked and unbalanced, thinking Satan is in love with them. The colonial powers in the world still run amok creating evil for profit.
And finishes with a powerful statement regarding human responsibility:
“The challenge we face is a test of our integrity. We are all on trial, we are all under judgment. The issue is not political or social expediency. The issue is whether we are morally strong, whether we are… worthy to answer… Shall we continue to be deaf, shall we continue to be sensitive only when our own needs and interests are involved?
“We have attained a high standard of living. We must seek to attain a high standard of thinking… There is nothing in the world that may be regarded as holy as eliminating anguish, as alleviating pain.”
The Insecurity Of Freedom – Abraham Joshua Heschel
In the final section of the book, he utilizes another Heschel quote, originally written referring to the People Israel, and Griobhtha replaces the descriptors to apply to the people America and Americans:
Being a witness applies to the individual and the people of [America]. If we individual [Americans] are witnesses to the people, then there will be a people [America]. If we individual [Americans] fail to be witnesses, there will be no people. To be a witness means to be involved, to accept responsibility. Upon the involvement in the responsibility of the individual [Americans] the very existence of the people depends. To witness man’s cruelty to man and remain indifferent is an act of betrayal of the legacy of [America]; it would be a grave sin for the [Americans] of our day to go on enjoying the prosperity and comforts of this age and to remain deaf to the sufferings of our brethren, not to care when they are oppressed, not to feel hurt when they are molested.
A Declaration Of Conscience — The Insecurity Of Freedom — Abraham Joshua Heschel
This idea of moral responsibilities is repeated by Griobhtha and Rubicon throughout the book and essays, consistently challenging the reader. These blend with Griobhtha’s use of quotes by Zambian author and philosopher James ng uni":
“If the Truth makes you uncomfortable, don’t blame the Truth; blame the lie that made you comfortable”
; and the modern translation of Socrates (Plato) in the Preface:
An unexamined life is not worth living… Most people, including ourselves, live in a world of relative ignorance. We are even comfortable with that ignorance, because it is all we know. When we first start facing truth, the process may be frightening, and many people run back to their old lives. But if you continue to seek truth, you will eventually be able to handle it better. In fact, you want more! It’s true that many people around you now may think you are weird or even a danger to society, but you don’t care. Once you’ve tasted the truth, you won’t ever want to go back to being ignorant.
Socrates
Griobhtha asserts that citizens are co-conspirators, implicitly or explicitly, in the “government sanctioned murder” carried out in their name. He directly challenges the supposed innocence of those who distance themselves by ignorance, apathy, or rhetorical condemnation of specific “bad apples.” In the introduction of X Rubicon, he writes:
“If you are not stable or adult enough to handle these things, do not read further; yet consider yourself part of the problem which allows atrocities to take place – you are a co-conspirator in government sanctioned murder. Remember, in a conspiracy, it is not necessary to show that the right hand knows what the left hand is doing”.
This claim is not unique to Griobhtha—philosophers of democracy have long debated the problem of collective responsibility—but his work is distinctive for how relentlessly it personalizes, dramatizes, and emotionalizes this charge. Unlike many public commentators, Griobhtha does not spare readers from the horrors or the shame.
His reasoning is mapped onto three critical axes:
Collective Authorization and Consent: In elected democracies, citizens grant authority to politicians who act on their behalf, making the public complicit in the actions undertaken with their mandate—even, or especially, when those actions are hidden or justified with lies and propaganda. In essence, especially by now, collective historical knowledge should make people know better — ignorantia non excusat. Griobhtha has also specifically charged with the mirrored version of this maxim, that there is “no excuse for ignorance” other than lack of information, which in modern society with informational speed, provides no shield of immunity. Only youthful ignorance and willful ignorance, especially of history, can explain the repeated forays into moral decline for war. Youthful ignorance is partially excusable, yet adults are responsible for education of the youth, which reveals where the failures are derived. War is always premeditated.
Denial and Propaganda: The machinery of misinformation, self-deception, and denial is not something visited upon a passive electorate—it is actively chosen and maintained. Griobhtha is particularly scathing in his critique of those who resist knowledge, cling to comforting myths, or demonize the truth-tellers as unpatriotic or even traitorous.
Disavowal, Trauma, and the Price of Ignorance: Perhaps most powerfully, Griobhtha links the societal cost of denial to the epidemic of trauma and moral injury experienced by veterans and others caught in the machinery of war. He frames the burden not only as an individual psychological toll but as a collective psychic wound resistant to healing so long as the public refuses to confront its own role.
In sum, Griobhtha’s work is less an argument for assigning guilt, and more a relentless demand for repentance and transformation—for the courage to accept the destabilizing truth that democracy does not offer absolution, but intensifies responsibility.
Theoretical and Philosophical Frameworks
Hannah Arendt: Collective Responsibility and the Banality of Evil
Hannah Arendt’s analysis of totalitarianism, responsibility, and the “banality of evil” provides a crucial philosophical scaffold for understanding Griobhtha’s claims. In Eichmann in Jerusalem, Arendt famously observed that Adolf Eichmann was not a monstrous aberration, but an ordinary man whose evil lay in his inability or refusal to think critically about the consequences of his actions.
Arendt’s insights have particular bearing on the problem of “democratic dirty hands” and collective complicity. She argued that in modern societies, evil is often perpetuated less by fanatical intent than by ordinary people following orders, obeying laws, and upholding social norms without judgment or imagination. This logic supports Griobhtha’s contention that atrocity can become a bureaucratic function, diffused through the channels of government, military, and public acquiescence.
Arendt writes:
“Under conditions of terror, most people will comply but some people will not … Humanly speaking, no more is required, and no more can reasonably be asked, for this planet to remain a place fit for human habitation”.
Arendt’s distinction between guilt for direct action and responsibility for the conditions that make evil possible complicates any simple blame narrative. For Arendt, true political responsibility involves acknowledging participation in the structures and systems—be it through voting, apathy, or denial—that perpetrate harm.
Her concept of collective responsibility, especially in democratic contexts where governments are “authorized” by the people, dovetails with Griobhtha’s frames of citizen accountability. The research on “dirty hands” and democratic complicity builds on Arendt’s argument, suggesting that citizens cannot outsource morality to their leaders and then claim innocence when the consequences of policy are catastrophic.
Albert Camus: Moral Responsibility, Revolt, and Refusal
Albert Camus, in The Rebel and other writings, advances a philosophy of revolt and the refusal to be “on the side of the executioners”. Camus’s influence is palpable in Griobhtha’s emphasis on the necessity of moral revolt against normalized injustice and the absurdities of state violence.
Camus’s stance is that the presence of evil and the inevitability of suffering are not excuses for passivity or complicity. Rather, true dignity is found in constant protest and in refusing to be co-opted by systems of violence. Camus writes:
“It is the job of thinking people not to be on the side of the executioners.”
His existentialist lens, as explored in works like “The Guest” and “The Plague,” interrogates the ambiguities, failures, and limits of human action in the face of collective guilt. Camus insists that the individual retains the power—and obligation—to say no, to refuse participation in injustice, even when resistance appears futile.
For Griobhtha, this Camusian revolt is not abstract philosophy but is lived in the experience of veterans who, having perpetrated or witnessed atrocity, must find the courage to denounce the systems that made those acts possible—including the acquiescence of the public.
Simone Weil: Attention, Obligation, and the Morality of Perception
Simone Weil’s notion of “attention,” and her radical vision of obligation to the afflicted, underpins Griobhtha’s call for a different kind of citizenship—one based not on tribal identification or received propaganda, but on a transformative openness to the reality of suffering.
Weil’s philosophy emphasizes that attention—true, self-emptying attention to the reality of others—constitutes the foundation of justice. She writes:
“The afflicted need nothing else in this world but people capable of giving them attention.”
Weil’s critique of modern society’s tendency toward abstraction, distraction, and boundary drawing has direct resonance for Griobhtha’s attack on societal denial. She challenges us to see our fellow citizens—and the victims of our policies—not as distant objects, but as subjects whose suffering lays a binding moral claim upon us.
Moreover, Weil’s critique of the ego and group identity as obstacles to truth confronts the “us versus them” mentality at the heart of nationalist and militarist propaganda. For Griobhtha, the inability to pay attention—to see and acknowledge suffering—is both a psychological defense mechanism and an ethical abdication; he sees the public purposely turning to “bread and circus” in order to avoid thinking.
Theories of Democratic Dirty Hands and Public Complicity
Griobhtha provides a clear and damning indictment:
“I want to make this as clear as possible. Every citizen in a democracy is responsible for what their government does. That means every American, every last one of you, is responsible for the atrocities, killing, and destruction performed in your name. You cede your power to Congress, and they cede it to secret agencies and Presidential power grabs. The whole premise of the Constitution is the control of the government by the citizens, specifically control of the Executive. The President is supposed to preside, not control; they are supposed to execute your wishes, not make them up for you to subsequently accept.
“Every last one of you is a killer, the same as me. You were there when I stabbed those men and women. You were there when I cut those throats. You were there when I drove the knife up into the brain of the Nicaraguan guard. You were there when I decapitated the cartel guard. You were there when I put bullets in so many heads they can’t be properly counted. You were there when we killed unarmed nuns. You were there when I dug the grave and buried the husband, wife, and unborn baby. You helped me perform all these kills. You are responsible as responsible can get, and yet you can’t seem to fathom why so many people ‘round the world hate you, or at least see your guilt.
“…You supported corruption, torture, rape, and murder in apartheid South Africa for years. For decades you have supported and still support corruption, torture, rape, and murder in Palestine (apartheid Israel). You supported and still support corruption, torture, rape, and murder in the Philippines, throughout Central and South America, Africa, and across lower Asia. You created the drug war and cartels including the corruption, torture, rape, and murder fomented by their growth. You played the ignorant dupe as Biden continued to play Obomba’s Rolf games with the CIA in Ukraine. YOU are ultimately responsible.”
— X Rubicon: Forgiveness (& Responsibility)
The charge of “democratic dirty hands” and public complicity in war crimes is a central subject of scholarly debate. Political theorists such as Michael Walzer, David Archard, and Stephen de Wijze have examined whether citizens of democracies share moral guilt for the actions taken by their elected leaders.
Walzer’s “dirty hands” problem posits that political leaders may find themselves compelled to do what is necessary but morally wrong; Archard and de Wijze extend this concern to the wider public that authorizes and legitimates these actions. The complaint, which Griobhtha makes explicit, is that in a democracy, citizens are not merely distant spectators; they are implicated as the “authors” of state policy; further he is adamant that when politicians claim “necessity”, they can never be trusted at face value and the citizen has a democratic responsibility to fact-check them—paying attention to true historical work bares this out.
The academic consensus, expanded in recent years, is that:
Democratic authorization does not absolve citizens of responsibility. Because politicians act on behalf of the electorate, and because political power is conferred via participation (voting, acquiescence, tax funding), the moral pollution of “dirty hands” is inescapably shared.
Secrecy and propaganda do not eliminate complicity. As scholars warn, relying on ignorance or willful blindness is morally inadequate, especially when citizens benefit from the violence or policies enacted in their name.
Accountability mechanisms are often opaque or ineffective. Even robust deliberative or procedural systems do not overcome the basic dilemma: when democratic societies commit atrocities, their citizens inherit a moral residue or remainder, even if they did not directly perpetrate harm.
Griobhtha’s narrative, thus, is not a solitary lament but a dramatization of an urgent philosophical and political dilemma: How can a society maintain its self-concept as moral when the machinery of its collective will is harnessed to violence abroad; or at home?
Content Analysis of Crossing Rubicons and Key Essays
Griobhtha’s Substack, Crossing Rubicons, extends and deepens the arguments of X Rubicon, adopting a more polemical and essayistic tone, and the moral urgency which readers recognize in the prophetic tone. These essays fuse memoir, philosophical reflection, and direct political indictment through intersectional dialogic critique. They sustain a relentless critique not only of state institutions and military leadership but also of the public’s role in perpetuating cycles of denial and complicity.
In Citizens in a Democracy… are responsible for their rulers, Griobhtha details the ways in which citizens, through acceptance of false reporting and self-motivations, especially for “winning” over care, create the environment for atrocities to be created and continued:
Now I know many of you will say, “I didn’t vote for them”, or “They’re a Democrat” or “They’re a Republican” or “They’re a dog, cat, rat, pig or monkey”. Those who refuse to vote have no say in this, and should STFU. Every ballot allows write-ins, and if you don’t know how that works, you’re not much of a Citizen; if you can’t coordinate with fellow Citizens to vote differently, and at least have a clear conscience, again, you are a piss-poor Citizen. Politicians are symptoms of disease rather than the disease. As the old comic proclaimed, “We have met the enemy, and it is us.”
And he quotes from the Preface of X Rubicon in concert:
“You are as guilty as a lying President, Congress, and CIA in causing and allowing outrages and atrocities to be committed in your name…
“If you fail in your responsibility as a Citizen, you fail your fellow Citizens, your country, and the world. You allow the corruption which will bring this country to its knees, and you allow your country to be beheaded by special and foreign corrupt interests…
“If you fail to stand witness and take heed of your own part, and you fail to correct and to push hard to take care of that veteran and his PTSD, you fail as a human. If you’re reading this, you must be an intelligent person (so-called). Ignorance for lack of information is understandable and normal, though still unacceptable; however, choosing ignorance when you have the information readily accessible or in hand only points to failing in yourself. By choosing ignorance you disallow yourself the chance to change and grow, to become wiser. By choosing ignorance you fail your children and grand-children. Your daughter may fall in love with a vet and not know how to help him; your son may never recover. You would like to think yourself intelligent enough to discern facts and outwit the scurrilous politicians, wouldn’t you? This work will help you do that.”
Crossing Rubicons is described by readers and critics as a “literary and political battleground,” where Griobhtha directly engages (and often rebuts) supporters, critics, and detractors. His style is raw, sometimes confrontational, and fiercely committed to truth-telling as an ethical imperative.
Key recurring motifs in the blog include:
The ritualization of denial: Griobhtha documents the many ways Americans (and others) rationalize, ignore, or mythologize the violence enacted in their name. He draws attention to the cost of this denial—not only for victims abroad but for domestic politics and the mental health of veterans. He draws a line between Aggressor and Aggressed, and assigns morality toward the Aggressed. Morality, in Griobhtha’s and Rubicon’s thoughts, can never apply to an Aggressor or malevolent Cause. In this he expresses an old accounting maxim: “The cause pays the cost.”
The cult of militarism: The essays are deeply critical of not only government policy but of cultural phenomena—films, television, media, memorials, public holidays—that romanticize war and insulate civilian populations from reckoning with its consequences. He is acerbic in responding to what he sees as a “love affair with the military at any cost.”
Transformative repentance and truth-telling: Griobhtha insists that there is only hope for healing, personally and collectively, in the willingness to confront reality—no matter how destabilizing or shattering it may be.
His posts are often met with polarized responses. To sympathizers, Griobhtha is a voice of moral clarity; to critics, he is accused of being accusatory or excessively intense, yet review of these critics often exposes self-guilt and/or selfish agenda prejudice. For many, engagement with his work leads to a sense of “moral urgency” and a deepened commitment to justice.
Close Readings of Key Texts
These include both chapters and separate essays. related in structure, thematic scaffolding, historical resonance, and philosophical depth. The final part of this section takes a close look at Dear Zionist, which both resonates with, and receives resonance from, the book and other writings.
📘 Close Reading: Praying For Slaughter (from X Rubicon)
Literal Framing and Authorial Intent
Griobhtha opens with a stark warning: “Never trust a religion whose ultimate goal is the end of the world.” This sets the tone for a chapter that is both testimonial and indictment. Written through the lens of “Rubicon”, a CIA-affiliated scout, the essay blends personal trauma with systemic critique. The author’s atheism is not nihilistic but ethically grounded — a refusal to sanctify violence through divine justification.
Historical and Operational Context
The essay recounts firsthand experiences with AC-130-H Spectre Gunships, CIA operations, and Tactical Air Command missions from Iran to Central America. the racial and class nature of those used in war: “Under such tutelage it becomes close to impossible to free thought, and the soldier’s curse tells you, via religion: “Theirs not to reason why. Theirs but to do and die.” Middle Easterners are mostly Muslim, Central Americans mostly Catholic, and both are mostly brown.”
Religious ritual is shown to precede acts of mass violence: crews praying for “success” in missions that would leave bodies mutilated and burning.
The “Guild of No Guilt” refers to aerial crews who never witness the aftermath — a metaphor for bureaucratic detachment and moral insulation. “I used to think every time they prayed, ‘What the fuck? You’re asking for permission to slaughter human beings.’ Those crews never saw or faced their handiwork. Bodies still alive in excruciating pain, gasping for breath, shitting and peeing their pants as they feel the holes torn through their bodies (if they still have arms to move). So many holes and all of their blood emptied upon the ground. These crews felt no qualms in firing thousands of rounds from Gatling guns with red phosphorus tracers, or firing 105mm shells containing white phosphorus. I used to refer to them as a Guild, the Guild of No Guilt.”
Philosophical Resonance
Upton Sinclair’s The Profits of Religion is quoted extensively, framing institutional religion as a parasite on moral striving. “‘It is the fate of many abstract words to be used in two senses, one good and the other bad. Morality means the will to righteousness, or it means Anthony Comstock; democracy means the rule of the people, or it means Tammany Hall. And so it is with the word ‘Religion’.”
Ganga White’s ecological spirituality is invoked to contrast institutional dogma with relational ethics: “What if our religion was each other?”
The essay critiques eschatology as a moral hazard — a theology that justifies slaughter in the name of divine will, as interpreted through human will and deception.
Thematic Bridge
Links directly to Dear Zionist through its critique of religious nationalism and sacrificial logic.
Anticipates The Polyglot of Evil in its indictment of institutional hypocrisy and capitalist militarism.
📘 Close Reading: The Polyglot of Evil
Structural Overview
This essay is a geopolitical and theological indictment of Western powers and religious institutions. It names names: the US, UK, Canada, Australia, Israel, NATO, and major Christian denominations. Each is framed as a node in a global machinery of war, greed, and impunity.
Historical and Political Analysis
Japan’s unrepented war crimes and Israel’s Zionist exceptionalism are foregrounded.
Israel is accused of orchestrating false-flag operations, violating sanctions, and weaponizing religious identity.
Smotrich’s quote — “International law does not apply to the Jews… and this is the difference between the chosen people and the others” — is used as a rhetorical anchor, reinforcing the essay’s central claim: that divine election is being used to justify legal impunity and violence.
The U.S. is shown to be a “ringleader”.
Philosophical and Literary Resonance
Borgese’s Goliath is quoted to expose fascism’s theological scaffolding: “It is the despot, and the despot alone, who is the Holy.”
Upton Sinclair’s critique of the Court Circular is used to critique the transformation of Jesus into a war-mongering king — “neo-Jesus.”
The essay closes with Andrew Brel & Logan Twain’s The Chosen Few, a lyrical indictment of elite impunity and sacrificial violence. "The chosen few, Get to do What Chosen few always do, Better than me. Better than you,”
A Papal pronouncement of manifest authority and judgment is transposed upon political leaders from all systems, especially Trump, with clarifying effect. “‘I acknowledge no civil power; I am the subject of no prince; I claim more than this – I claim to be the supreme judge and director of the consciences of men – of the peasant that tills the field, and of the prince that sits upon the throne; of the household of privacy, and the legislator that makes laws for kingdoms; I am the sole, last supreme judge of what is right and wrong.’”
Visual Anchors
AI-generated image of Trump as Mussolini, with medals for “Lying, Bankruptcy, and Rapery.”
News clip of Smotrich’s 2025 statement, reinforcing the essay’s indictment of religious nationalism.
Thematic Bridge
Deeply resonant with Praying For Slaughter and Dear Zionist.
Forms part of a triad of essays that expose the fusion of religion, nationalism, and capitalist war-making.
“Drugs of the Sierra Madre”
This essay extends the indictment of democratic complicity by examining the intersections between the global drug war drug use, drug sales, drug profits, proxy violence, and clandestine government operations—particularly in the Sierra Madre region of Mexico, which remains a key locus of cartel violence and state-colluded atrocities.
“Sometimes, lip service is paid by the foreign country to the DEA in order to show service, yet keep drug lords happy at the same time. Such a place where this had occurred with growing frequency is Mexico. Without strict Federale swift action, the DEA is practically helpless, unless… The CIA on the other hand, has authority in US law to stop threats it sees to the US. While this threat assessment system is relative to policy and leadership, and has no serious regulation, the CIA has powerful authority to order death, destruction, and US military forces into action for its’ own classified purposes. When the DEA learns to beg hard enough, the CIA may help; which they did in the Sierra Madre del Sur in southern Mexico.”
The analysis uncovers:
The blurred lines between official state action and criminal enterprise: Griobhtha demonstrates how military operations, CIA interventions and active drug trafficking, and local “law enforcement” are deeply enmeshed with cartel power, implicating both local populations and international actors.
The economic and political incentives: The essay premises that citizens benefit through passive support of CIA Operations, including cheaper illicit drug supplies, which they buy, that profit and fund CIA and covert military units’ Operations, even as they refuse to face the violence underpinning the system. The charge regarding special forces is borne out in the revelatory reporting on Army units in Afghanistan, Syria, and Delta Force having devolved into a drug gang and murder contractor.
The victims on the front lines: Indigenous communities, local farmers, and “collateral” populations bear the brunt of a war in which all sides claim justification—thus making questions of complicity and responsibility all the more urgent.
“Drugs of the Sierra Madre” is both a case study and a symptom of the deeper structural pathologies examined throughout Griobhtha’s work.
“…this event has come back in force. This whole modus operandi of kill everyone who takes, produces, or sells drugs (excluding makers with money and the CIA) is a very “nasty” function of the Right (which includes both Republicans AND Democrats), which is sickly hypocritical. Those men didn’t deserve that and neither did I. We had no business there.”
“Dream Sequence” is Rubicon detailing a sequence of dreams (nightmares) involving the events of the mission Drugs of the Sierra Madre, more than 40 years after the events, still fresh as the day they were etched in memory. Rubicon is not just haunted by what he saw or did; he is haunted by the structure that made it possible, and by the silence that followed. The “buzz saw” for veterans is not just a metaphor for trauma—it’s the sound of complicity grinding through the soul.
“Dream Sequence” is a psychological crescendo. The final thoughts of Dream Sequence—which have been described by readers as “facing a buzz saw”—are written with surgical brutality toward indifference and distance. The final lines feel like a blade cutting through the veil of narrative into raw, unfiltered trauma. Griobhtha and Rubicon don’t just describe pain—they transmit it.
“Guilt, Repentance, and Change”
In short: “Guilt, Repentance, and Change” is the hinge point of Griobhtha’s indictment—it reframes Rubicon’s trauma and guilt (as seen in Dream Sequence, A Young Man Named Jim, and Final Rest Camp) into a call for democratic citizens to confront complicity and choose transformation. The veteran’s voice grounds the philosophy in lived pain, while Griobhtha’s author framing pushes it outward into civic responsibility.
👉 This chapter is the pivot—it transforms Rubicon’s private torment into a public demand. It starts with describing the value of guilt in relation to perpetration: “…in the context of the perpetrator, Guilt is required. The rapist or physical murderer must come to terms with what they have done; and in this context Guilt is a very valuable tool of our nature to bring justice and repentance to the perpetrator, even though this doesn’t often happen because humans can be trained to ignore guilt, or cover it up. In some cases it means a psychopath has been grown; rape is always the act of a psychopath, and as I grow older psychopaths become easier to spot, and their population is expanding – from Presidents to rapists, and sometimes they are one and the same.”
He transitions into the call for repentance in a human sense, and declares that without guilt, repentance is impossible, and explains the need for change:
“I have Guilt for what I’ve committed, and you should feel it, because being a Citizen in a democracy requires you to shoulder that kind of responsibility. If you don’t educate yourself and if you fail to come down hard on your elected representatives (Democrat, Republican, Labor, Tory, Liberal, Conservative, or whatever) you are as Guilty as any GI. You may think a veteran’s voluntary service contract absolves you, but it does not! WW2 vets, fighting what has been considered to be a righteous war, didn’t feel absolution, and the same applies to the volunteer force. Lies and propaganda are fed to veterans and the people, and these must be addressed and change enacted.”
🔍 How This Chapter Relates to the Others
Earlier essays (Dream Sequence, Drugs of the Sierra Madre, Trackers): These immerse us in the raw psychic wound of covert war. Rubicon is broken, haunted, and caught between wanting to live and die. They are testimony of trauma.
Veteran portraits (A Young Man Named Jim, Final Rest Camp): These widen the lens. Rubicon is not alone—other soldiers carry the same scars. Jim’s story, for example, highlights the tragic arc of a young man trained to kill before his moral compass was fully formed. Final Rest Camp underscores the cost of silence and the loneliness of veterans who never find peace.
Guilt, Repentance, and Change: This chapter pivots from testimony to indictment. It insists that guilt is not just a private torment but a civic necessity. Repentance is not about absolution but about refusing to repeat. Change is framed as collective, not individual—citizens must own the wars fought in their name.
🧠 Philosophical Weight
Hannah Arendt: Evil thrives when ordinary people deny responsibility. Griobhtha echoes this—citizens cannot hide behind ignorance.
Albert Camus: Revolt is the refusal to accept absurdity. Rubicon’s writing is revolt—he cannot undo the past, but he refuses silence.
Simone Weil: True attention to suffering is the beginning of justice. Rubicon’s wife, and the act of writing itself, embody this attention.
🎖 Veteran Perspective
Rubicon’s voice is not abstract philosophy—it’s embodied indictment.
He shows how soldiers are trained young, before their moral “braking system” is fully formed.
He describes being “broken for life” (Trackers), and how PTSD dreams (Dream Sequence) replay atrocities endlessly.
He memorializes comrades like Jim and Bill, whose lives were consumed by the same machinery.
This grounds Griobhtha’s indictment in lived experience: the cost of complicity is not only borne abroad, but in the shattered psyches of veterans at home.
⚖️ The Indictment of Citizens
“Guilt, Repentance, and Change” makes clear:
Guilt is proof of conscience. Citizens must feel it, not evade it.
Repentance means refusing to normalize atrocities.
Change requires structural transformation—education, accountability, and civic courage.
The chapter insists that citizens who benefit from democracy cannot outsource responsibility for what their governments do in secret. Silence is complicity.
📚 How to Use This in Education or Civic Workshops
Book clubs: Pair Dream Sequence with Guilt, Repentance, and Change. Ask: How does trauma become testimony? How does testimony become a call to conscience?
Students: Compare Rubicon’s guilt with Arendt’s “banality of evil.” Debate: Is ignorance a moral defense?
Veteran dialogues: Use A Young Man Named Jim and Final Rest Camp to humanize the cost of complicity. Invite reflection: What do we owe those who carry our wars inside them?
This essay is the ethical heart of Griobhtha’s project, offering a meditation on the dynamics of guilt, the necessity (and difficulty) of genuine repentance, and the challenges to systemic change. Griobhtha’s point is that guilt is not simply a private psychological burden but a social, even civic, phenomenon.
Drawing on both theological and psychological traditions, he identifies:
Healthy vs. unhealthy responses to guilt: Healthy responses involve acknowledgment, confession, repentance, and change; unhealthy responses involve denial, suppression, self-justification, or projection.
The possibility of transformation: He insists that real change is possible only when guilt leads to active restitution—making amends, seeking justice, and contributing to healing—not merely wallowing in shame or performing shallow penance.
Societal resistance: Griobhtha understands that few are willing to undergo genuine repentance, because it requires loss of innocence, the shattering of foundational myths, and often the upending of personal or group identity.
This analysis directly supports his broader claim, inherited from Arendt and Camus, that citizenship entails the painful recognition of one’s own embeddedness in structures of violence—and the resolve to resist and repair them.
A comprehensive workshop module is available for Guilt, Repentance, and Change that is adaptable, scalable, and designed for integration with existing civics, ethics, or social studies curricula and for standalone community programming. Used thoughtfully, it is a vehicle for genuine transformation—awakening conscience, equipping agency, and nurturing hope for ethical and democratic renewal.
📘 Close Reading: Dear Zionist
An expanded version of the history, content, and philosophy of this writing is available in the link below. While the book is primarily addressed to the American, then Western, publics; Griobhtha and Rubicon expand through this essay drawing back the veil first pointed out in X Rubicon: the double edged sword of the Western and Zionist relationship, meeting for now in the fascism of both; this piece expands the juxtapositional relationship of Western colonial hegemon utilizing Russo- and Sino-phobia and capitalistic fascism and phobia of socialism detailed in X Rubicon and ties it into the understanding of Zionist hegemon incorporating European & American fascism with the utilization of religious myth for power and impunity.
In the preface area, he goes right to work with bold precision:
“Zionism is anti-Semitic: The greatest danger to Jews, everywhere and at all times, is Zionism!”
125 years of proud Zionist terrorism — all documented; and never forget the Right to Rape!
Literal Framing and Authorial Intent
Griobhtha’s Dear Zionist opens seemingly as a letter of dialogue, but is a rhetorical confrontation of Zionist “thinking” and self-delusion. The title invokes a direct address, yet the tone is prosecutorial in presentation, prophetic, and unflinching—and could almost be described as a personal and collective Intervention, yet always adhering to dialogic critique and method (see companion piece).
“‘The children are always ours, every single one of them, all over the globe; and I am beginning to suspect that whoever is incapable of recognizing this may be incapable of morality.’ — James Baldwin
“This quote is what you reacted to. No mention was made of Israel, yet your deep seated guilt and Zionist conditioning led you to immediately protest, too much. Your Ego led you to try and guilt trip the OP with, ‘Is this about Israel? Are you calling me immoral?’”
The piece is structured as a moral indictment — not just of Zionism as a political ideology, but of the theological scaffolding that enables impunity, exceptionalism, and sacrificial violence — following the rigorous best-practice of close critique, and it comes heavily fortified. It repeatedly points out the fallacies, false historicisms & fraudulent “science”, delusions, and myth-making behind the Zionist enterprise. It equates, through analysis, Zionism as fascism.
The essay’s voice is layered: it speaks from the vantage of historical witness, philosophical critique, and emotional rupture. It refuses euphemism. It names names, cites atrocities, and demands accountability. It provokes questions and demands answers.
Historical and Political Context
The essay references the Nakba, the ongoing occupation of Palestinian territories, and the complicity of Western powers in Israeli expansionism; finding direct correlation in Nazi lebensraum.
It draws parallels between Zionist ideology and other forms of religious nationalism, including Christian dominionism and Islamic aristocracy.
It uses quotes of Zionist leaders as confession ready court material.
The inclusion of Bezalel Smotrich’s quote — “International law does not apply to the Jews… and this is the difference between the chosen people and the others” — is particularly damning and serves as a thematic anchor. It exemplifies the essay’s central claim: that divine election is being weaponized to justify legal impunity and systemic violence.
It points out that while Ben Gurion told fellow Zionists [we can lie to the world, but we must always speak honestly amongst ourselves]; the dynamics have changed and Zionists have implemented universal propaganda programming among all Israelis, including universal religious exeptionality doctrine.
Griobhtha points out the testimony of Jews who have freed themselves from Zionist brainwashing—the same way we in the west must free ourselves from western brainwashing—especially those born into the system who have freed themselves and speak out in order to free others, such as Stanley Cohen, Alon Mizrahi , Sobia Quazi , Avigail Abarbanel , and Daniel Klein .
Griobhtha makes it clear as can be, as Francesca Albanese has documented, that 60 countries, the U.S. most prominently, enabled and facilitated the genocide.
Bridges, Philosophical and Literary
Philosophical and Literary Resonance
Griobhtha’s critique echoes Upton Sinclair’s The Profits of Religion, where institutional faith is framed as a parasite on moral striving.
Borgese’s Goliath is invoked implicitly through the essay’s indictment of fascist logic: the fusion of state, theology, and violence into a singular despotism. The quotes are further tied together in transition:
“Zionism knows the power of religion to achieve its fascist glory, and Zionists praise the power of fascism (Romans, Spartans, Zionists, and Slavery); which, in turn, makes reality of the gullibility and ignorance of the populace and utilizes religion to achieve clearly antagonistic ends, in order to solidify power (this clearly applies to Christian Zionists as well).”
The essay’s rhetorical style recalls prophetic literature — not in its religiosity, but in its moral urgency. It speaks in the tradition of Amos, Jeremiah, and Heschel, yet from an atheistic vantage that refuses divine justification for human cruelty.
Thematic Bridge
Dear Zionist is the keystone of the triad: it frames the theological and political critique that Praying For Slaughter and Polyglot of Evil expand through personal testimony and geopolitical analysis.
It resonates with Brel’s and Twains The Chosen Few in its indictment of elite impunity and sacrificial logic.
The essay’s refusal to separate state religion from power, and power from violence, is the thematic thread that binds the entire project.
🧠 Philosophical Weight
Hannah Arendt: Evil thrives when ordinary people deny responsibility. Griobhtha echoes this—citizens cannot hide behind ignorance.
Albert Camus: Revolt is the refusal to accept absurdity. Rubicon’s writing is revolt—he cannot undo the past, but he refuses silence.
Simone Weil: True attention to suffering is the beginning of justice. Rubicon’s wife, and the act of writing itself, embody this attention.
🎖 Veteran Perspective
Rubicon’s voice is not abstract philosophy—it’s embodied indictment.
He shows how soldiers are trained young, before their moral “braking system” is fully formed.
He describes being “broken for life” (Trackers), and how PTSD dreams (Dream Sequence) replay atrocities endlessly.
He memorializes comrades like Jim, whose lives were consumed by the same machinery.
This grounds Griobhtha’s indictment in lived experience: the cost of complicity is not only borne abroad, but in the shattered psyches of veterans at home.
⚖️ The Indictment of Citizens
“Guilt, Repentance, and Change” makes clear:
Guilt is proof of conscience. Citizens must feel it, not evade it.
Repentance means refusing to normalize atrocities.
Change requires structural transformation—education, accountability, and civic courage.
The chapter insists that citizens who benefit from democracy cannot outsource responsibility for what their governments do in secret. Silence is complicity.
📚 How to Use This in Education or Civic Workshops
Book clubs: Pair Dream Sequence with Guilt, Repentance, and Change. Ask: How does trauma become testimony? How does testimony become a call to conscience?
Students: Compare Rubicon’s guilt with Arendt’s “banality of evil.” Debate: Is ignorance a moral defense?
Veteran dialogues: Use A Young Man Named Jim and Final Rest Camp to humanize the cost of complicity. Invite reflection: What do we owe those who carry our wars inside them?
👉 This chapter is the pivot—it transforms Rubicon’s private torment into a public demand.It provides a way for disussion to move from trauma to ethics to civic responsibility in one arc.
🔍 Digging Deeper into Griobhtha and Rubicon’s Words
The essays—US Atrocities in June (pt2), Baby, Drugs of the Sierra Madre, Trackers, Up Against A Wall, and Dream Sequence—form a constellation of memory events, each orbiting a central trauma: the moral collapse of a soldier who once believed in the righteousness of his mission.
In Drugs of the Sierra Madre, Trackers, and Puppets, Rubicon recounts missions that begin with strategic ambiguity, clearly defined parameters, and end in moral catastrophe. The language is clinical at first—detached, procedural—but it unravels into horror. Trackers, Puppets, and Powder Burn (1 & 2) in particular, force the reader to make a choice, which Rubicon had to make, which may or may not be moral, but they MUST make the choice.
🧠 Philosophical Resonance
This is where Griobhtha’s work intersects with thinkers like:
Hannah Arendt, who warned of the “banality of evil”—the way ordinary people become agents of atrocity through obedience and normalization.
Albert Camus, whose concept of revolt offers a path forward: not through hope or redemption, but through lucid defiance. Rubicon’s writing is a form of Camusian revolt—he cannot undo the past, but he can refuse to lie about it.
Simone Weil, who wrote that “attention is the rarest and purest form of generosity.” Rubicon’s wife, unnamed but ever-present, embodies this. Her strength lies in bearing witness—not fixing, not fleeing, but staying.
🕯 How to Exist in the Aftermath
Rubicon’s survival is not about healing in the conventional sense. It’s about:
Enduring without anesthetic: Forgetting is impossible—DNA is scarred and altered.
Speaking the unspeakable: His writing is a form of exorcism and indictment.
Clinging to love: His wife’s presence is not a cure, but a covenant.
X Rubicon: Trauma, Silence, Love, Survival
Living with profound trauma, as Rubicon and Griobhtha describe, requires a radical redefinition of survival—not as healing or forgetting, but as enduring with integrity, connection, and purpose. His wife’s strength appears rooted in love, shared witness, and a refusal to abandon him to silence.
Sean Griobhtha’s X Rubicon and the Substack essays paint a devastating portrait of a man shattered by the moral and psychological consequences of covert war. Rubicon’s pain is not just personal; it’s existential. He was a participant in missions that violated his conscience, and now he lives in the aftermath, haunted by dreams, memories, and the knowledge of what was done.
🧠 How Does One Exist in a World of Mental Pain?
Rubicon’s writing suggests that existence becomes a form of resistance. He doesn’t claim peace or recovery. Instead, he documents pain as testimony:
Survival becomes ethical witness. By refusing to forget or sanitize what happened, Rubicon transforms his suffering into indictment. His pain is not just endured—it is weaponized against denial.
Writing is a lifeline. The act of narrating these events—especially in Dream Sequence, where PTSD dreams replay the horrors—allows him to externalize what would otherwise consume him.
Connection is fragile but vital. Rubicon’s relationship with his wife, and his decision to speak publicly, suggest that even in despair, human bonds offer a counterbalance of meaning and help to “stay really human” (Meyer).
🧭 How Does One Resist the Impasse of Wanting to Live and Die?
This is the heart of Trackers, where Rubicon says he was “broken for life.” The mission described there—involving profound violence and moral compromise—left him at a psychic crossroads:
He wants to live and die in the same moment because the world he inhabits no longer makes ethical sense.
Resistance lies in refusing erasure. By naming the atrocities and his role, he resists the impasse by refusing to disappear into silence.
He reclaims agency through truth-telling. Even if broken, he chooses to speak. That choice is a form of life.
💞 How Does His Wife Find the Strength?
Though her voice outside the Foreward is less prominent than in the texts, her presence is profound throughout:
She bears witness without flinching. To live alongside someone carrying this weight requires emotional courage and moral clarity.
She anchors him in shared humanity. Her strength may come from love, but also from a refusal to let Rubicon be consumed by the system that broke him.
She participates in the reckoning. By staying, listening, and helping him write or reflect, she becomes part of the resistance—not just to trauma, but to forgetting.
Rubicon’s world is not one of healing arcs or tidy resolutions. It’s a world where survival is an act of defiance, and love is a form of moral solidarity. His pain is not transcended—it is endured, narrated, and turned outward as a challenge to all of us.
The text unpacks:
Cultural narratives of youthful innocence and patriotic duty: Griobhtha criticizes the longstanding myth that young men are blank slates, only “doing their duty,” as a dangerous fiction that enables atrocities.
The irreversible loss of innocence: “Crossing rubicons,” for Griobhtha, is not only an abstract metaphor, but often a literal life-destroying event for both the young men involved and for the ethical fabric of the society that sends them.
Sexuality, violence, and psychological grounding: Griobhtha refuses to conflate the domains of sex and violence, as done by Army psycholgists, suggesting powerfully that the psychic grounding lost through killing cannot be simply restored through peacetime rituals or post-hoc therapy; but as Grounding and Counterbalance:
“Violence versus Humanity
“X Rubicon deals intimately with the conflict between fundamental human needs — sex and love — and the act of killing, which severs our grounding in compassion and destroys empathy and humanity.
“While an enemy of feminism beyond the point of “Equality of Value to Humanity”, challenging the stereotype that violence is, or should be, an expression of masculinity or sexual dominance, is necessary to expose the hypocrisy of armchair critics, and of “beyond” feminists who claim the same armchairs and ideologies of violence. The greatest volume of hypocrites when it comes to sex are feminists, more so than “Christians”.
Erotic and emotional bonds can serve as active resistance against the numbing tide of PTSD, moral injury, and the turpitude fostered by capitalistic and fascistic moral deception.” — Author Statement and Learning To Fly
Counterbalance
Here’s how we framed this counterbalance:
💔 Death and Killing as Dehumanizing Forces
Critique how young men are indoctrinated into systems that demand violence before they’ve fully matured, often without informed consent.
Describe war as a “rubicon” — an irreversible crossing — where individuals are forced into roles that strip away their humanity.
Killing, in this context, is not just physical destruction but a psychological severance from empathy, innocence, and personal agency.
❤️ Sex and Love as Grounding Forces
Sex and love are presented not as distractions or indulgences, but as essential anchors to humanity.
Argue that these experiences reconnect individuals to their emotional core, offering psychological resistance to the numbing effects of violence.
Emphasize that honest storytelling about life must include sex and love, because they are integral to identity, healing, and truth.
🔄 Thematic Counterpoint
The book doesn’t romanticize sex or love as panaceas, but rather positions them as vital counterweights to the brutality of war, and the indifference of capital society.
By juxtaposing these themes, we challenge toxic masculinity (machismo) and critique simplistic narratives that equate violence with strength.
In essence, X-Rubicon uses Sex and Love not to escape the horrors of war, but to confront them — restoring a sense of humanity in the face of systemic dehumanization. (Griobhtha, X Rubicon outline)
The overall impact is a devastating critique of both the military system and the wider society that cultivates, sacrifices, and forgets its “Jims.”
Veteran Perspectives on Moral Injury: Trauma as Collective Reckoning
The authenticity and gravity of Griobhtha’s work owe much to its intimate engagement with the voices of veterans—those whose experiences refute any simple division between “good citizens” at home and perpetrators at the front. Moral injury—a concept distinct but related to PTSD—describes the catastrophic effects on conscience and identity when individuals participate in, witness, or feel betrayed by acts that violate their deepest values.
A recent systematic VA evidence overview documents both the prevalence and intractability of moral injury among service members and veterans exposed to “potentially morally injurious events” (PMIEs) such as atrocities, betrayal by leadership, and the perpetration of violence. The key symptoms include:
Guilt, shame, and loss of trust
Loss of meaning or purpose
Self-isolation and suicide risk
Difficulty in forgiving oneself or feeling worthy of healing
Crucially, the literature also establishes that moral injury is not simply an individual psychiatric problem but is grounded in social, cultural, and political dynamics. As Griobhtha and his fellow veterans emphasize, their suffering is aggravated by the public’s refusal to listen, to acknowledge, or to accept a share of responsibility for the policies that break soldiers and kill civilians abroad.
Moreover, the evidence makes clear that denial, ideological zealotry, and fantasy narratives (often perpetuated by non-veterans) deepen alienation and preclude healing. Griobhtha’s call for veterans to speak without fear, and for civilians to listen without defensiveness, is echoed by the VA report’s insistence that moral repair requires not only clinical intervention but civic and communal transformation.
Finally, as Griobhtha’s critics and readers attest, the sharing of “unfiltered narratives” may prompt profound discomfort, anger, and resistance among the public. Yet such truth-telling is necessary if the price of moral injury is to be something other than endless cycles of violence, pathology, and denial. Further, if the public can repeatedly engage false narratives in books and movies for the purpose of propaganda of glory or hero worship, that undermines any excuse for claiming discomfort in order to not engage.
Moral and Psychological Consequences of Complicity
At the heart of Griobhtha’s project is the assertion that democratic complicity is not a merely academic problem—it is one with overwhelming moral, psychological, and political costs for individuals and societies. The consequences fall broadly into three categories:
Moral Corrosion and the Loss of Conscience: As Arendt and Camus warn, the normalization of atrocity and the ritualization of denial habituate societies to inhumanity. For Griobhtha, the real danger is less the singular “war crime” than the gradual atrophy of the ability to distinguish right from wrong, or to care at all.
Psychological Trauma and Collective Suffering: The persistence of PTSD, anxiety, depression, and self-harm among veterans is inseparable from the broader sickness of a society that abrogates responsibility and romanticizes violence. The wounds, Griobhtha insists, are never only personal; they are signs of a larger, spreading malignancy.
Political Apathy and the Perpetuation of Injustice: Finally, denial and complicity sap the possibilities of genuine democracy. When citizens retreat into relativism, tribalism, or resignation, they become easy prey for propaganda, manipulation, and ever-widening cycles of violence—at home and abroad.
The interweaving of these consequences is what makes Griobhtha’s call for repentance and change so urgent. The legacy of complicity is not only distant victims—it is the slow, grinding destruction of the civic and moral life of the society itself.
Contextualizing Griobhtha through Arendt, Camus, and Weil
The narratives and arguments in X Rubicon and Crossing Rubicons reverberate with the insights of Arendt, Camus, and Weil:
Arendt: The banality of evil is not only a 20th-century German problem; it is a universal risk wherever ordinary people abdicate critical judgment. Arendt’s insistence on the need for “judgment” and civic courage finds a direct analog in Griobhtha’s call for unflinching confrontation with reality.
Camus: The imperative of revolt and the persistent refusal to stand “on the side of the executioners” animates Griobhtha’s approach to both personal and public responsibility. Camus’s existential clarity (and doubt) runs through the text—especially in his understanding that every act of passivity or silence implicates us further.
Weil: The demand for attention, for seeing and acknowledging the suffering one’s actions or inactions produce, is the precondition for any genuine transformation. Weil’s critique of identity and ideology as barriers to justice echoes Griobhtha’s attacks on tribalism, denial, and patriotic myth-making.
Collectively, these thinkers offer frameworks for understanding complicity not simply as legal or political error but as a spiritual crisis underlying the failings of education, discourse, and self-understanding in modern societies.
Practical Implications: Civic Education, Public Accountability, and Ethical Citizenship
The report’s final and most urgent concern is the question: What is to be done? How can societies resist, repair, and transform the conditions that make democratic complicity inevitable and persistent?
Rethinking Civic Education
Contemporary scholarship in citizenship and peace education suggests that teaching about war, violence, and atrocity must go beyond rote memorization or ritualized commemoration. There is increasing recognition that:
Passivity is not neutrality: Ignoring or minimizing the realities of war abets future violence. Civic education must teach not only about rights and participation but about the psychological and moral dynamics of complicity.
Narratives matter: The stories societies tell about themselves—who is a hero, who is a victim, who is an enemy—shape the possibilities of moral attention and empathy.
Critical historical inquiry is essential: Students must be given the tools to question master narratives, confront historical violence, and weigh their own obligations to the past and the present.
The education literature recommends bottom-up, dialogic, and trauma-informed approaches that empower learners to recognize and resist normalization of violence and to see their own place in ongoing structures of harm.
Public Accountability Frameworks
Political theorists and practitioners argue that effective mechanisms for public accountability must combine legal, political, and cultural innovations. These include:
Transparent, deliberative oversight of military policy: Closed-door decision-making and unaccountable intelligence operations facilitate distance and deniability. Mechanisms must foster participatory debate and limit executive secrecy.
Robust, independent media and whistleblower protections: When citizens are insulated from the truth of their government’s actions, accountability is impossible. Griobhtha’s work underscores the need for structures that reward, rather than punish, truth-telling.
Restorative justice and reparative practices: Guilt, accountability, and healing must be linked not only to punishment but to restoration—listening to the injured, making restitution where possible, and restructuring or dismantling systems that enable harm.
Such frameworks, presented forcefully by Griobhtha, find resonance in international law (e.g., the Geneva Conventions, the Rome Statute) but also in grassroots initiatives for truth and reconciliation, veteran-centered healing, and survivor advocacy.
Ethical Citizenship: From Passive Participant to Responsible Agent
Finally, the reports and testimonials presented by Griobhtha, together with insights from philosophy and psychology, suggest that citizenship in a democracy must be understood not as a passive status but as an ongoing ethical practice. This implies:
Acknowledging complicity and privilege: Moving beyond defensiveness and self-justification.
Seeking out and attending to uncomfortable truths: Bearing witness to testimony from the margins and from those most harmed.
Engaging in acts of resistance, advocacy, and repair: Both individually (through voting, speaking out, or supporting survivors) and collectively (through organizing, public debate, and institutional reform).
Even where direct responsibility cannot be clearly assigned, ethical citizenship requires vigilance and the courage to refuse the normalization of atrocity.
Conclusion
Sean Griobhtha’s X Rubicon and associated writings constitute a profound intervention in ongoing debates on responsibility, trauma, and complicity in democratic societies. His work compels the reader not only to witness the psychological and moral ruins left by CIA proxy wars, but to confront the uncomfortable truth that atrocity is often made possible, less by monsters, than by ordinary participation, mundane denial, and collective passivity.
By developing a nuanced, deeply personal critique structured around philosophical concepts from Arendt’s collective responsibility, Camus’s revolt, and Weil’s attention and obligation, Griobhtha elevates the conversation on complicity from the legal and institutional to the existential and ethical. His inclusion of veteran perspectives and trauma studies re-centers the experiences of those who bear the brunt of the nation’s decisions, refusing easy closure or cheap absolution.
The implications are clear: until societies are willing to teach, attend to, and actively resist the dynamics that perpetuate denial and violence, democratic complicity will remain a defining feature of the modern condition. The challenge, then, is to cultivate new forms of civic education, public accountability, and ethical citizenship worthy of the name—and to do so with the humility and courage that only truth-telling and repentance can enable.
Key Takeaways and Next Steps:
Democratic complicity in war crimes is not a distant ethical puzzle but a present, lived reality demanding urgent response.
Philosophical frameworks from Arendt, Camus, and Weil offer practical guidance for understanding and challenging structures of denial, rationalization, and indifference.
Healing from the collective psychic and moral wounds of war requires radical truth-telling, adaptive civic education, and robust public accountability frameworks.
Ethical citizenship is an ongoing, difficult practice—one that requires facing the mirror Griobhtha holds up, not with despair, but with determination for change.
Consolidated summary of what to incorporate in educational thinking:
🧭 Core Themes from X Rubicon and Substack Essays
🔥 Trauma and Testimony
Dream Sequence, Drugs of the Sierra Madre, and Trackers immerse readers in Rubicon’s psychological collapse. These are not just memories—they are moral indictments.
Rubicon’s PTSD is not a private affliction; it’s a consequence of systemic violence. His dreams replay atrocities that democratic citizens have ignored.
🎖 Veteran Perspectives
A Young Man Named Jim and Final Rest Camp expand the lens to other soldiers. These essays show how young men are trained before their moral compass is formed, and how silence consumes them after service.
Rubicon’s voice is not abstract—it’s embodied. His guilt is earned, and his testimony is a form of revolt.
⚖️ Guilt, Repentance, and Change
This chapter reframes guilt as the beginning of ethical transformation. Repentance is not absolution—it’s refusal to repeat. Change is collective, not individual.
Citizens must confront their complicity in covert war and demand accountability. Silence is not neutrality—it’s participation.
📚 Educational and Civic Applications
Book Club & Student Workbook
Structured sections for reflection, discussion, and creative response
Prompts like: “What does it mean to live ethically after causing harm?” and “Can trauma be a form of truth-telling?”
Activities include writing dream sequences, debating moral dilemmas, and crafting personal manifestos
Civic Workshop Module (in progress)
Designed to guide participants from awareness to action
Anchored in philosophical frameworks (Arendt, Camus, Weil)
Uses Rubicon’s testimony to provoke civic reckoning
🧠 Philosophical Anchors
Arendt: Ordinary citizens can become complicit through normalization and denial
Camus: Revolt is the refusal to accept absurdity—Rubicon’s writing is revolt
Weil: Attention to suffering is the beginning of justice—Rubicon’s wife embodies this
We can help you format this into targeted study guides or slide decks later. For now, you’ve got a strong foundation to begin incorporating. GP&R is here to help.
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Juan Idalgo is a professor of forensic psychology applied to evolution.
Jules Bond is a spiritual humanist. She is also an editor and the editor of X Rubicon.
Rubicon spent just under three years as a military Scout. During that time he was awarded the “AF Cross, 2 Silver Stars, 4 Bronze Stars, Defense Superior Service Medal, AF Good Conduct Medal, and the CIA Distinguished Service Medal” (ODNI). When he refused to kill further, he was stripped of these awards and was abandoned with his PTSD by the military and thrown away.
Sean Griobhtha (gree-O-tah) is a combat veteran. His latest book is X Rubicon: Crossing Life, Sex, Love, & Killing in CIA Proxy Wars: An indictment of US Citizens: ignorantia non excusat, which details the life of Rubicon (“2.5 years Deception & Death; 40+ years locking away Emotions & Truth”). It’s important that you read the Foreward, Or, The Vanguard; written by a highly intelligent woman with a heart of empathetic gold; she’ll bring you in gently, which neither Rubicon nor I would ever do.
Mrs Rubicon has been tutoring dyslexics and non-dyslexics in reading and writing for over three decades. She has a Bachelor’s degree in Interdisciplinary Humanities, and a Master’s degree in Pastoral Care and Psychology. She completed Pastoral Care training at the University of Chicago Hospital; and she has worked with various court systems in turning children around. She has volunteered in school sponsored reading programs where we’ve again witnessed her skill in improving even the most recalcitrant students. She holds teaching certification in Orton-Gillingham tutoring from the Michigan Dyslexia Institute.
If you enjoyed this writing, you can tell Crossing Rubicons that their writing is valuable by purchasing X Rubicon from Amazon, Ingram, Barnes & Noble, Bookshop.org, your local independent book seller, or your favorite digital store. If you would like to understand the effort and trouble that went into publishing this book, and view about the author, the book, and translations, read X Rubicon: Author Statement. and X Rubicon Editions - New.
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Available worldwide at your local bookstore, online bookstores, or your favorite digital store. Translations in various languages (see below or X Rubicon Editions - New. All print editions are also available in eBook (Kindle, Nook, and various ePub via all digital stores, Apple, Kobo, etc...); libraries via Overdrive and Hoopla. Still working on print versions for Arabic and Chinese.
English (original): IngramSpark — Amazon — Bookshop
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Spanish: IngramSpark — Amazon — Bookshop
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Russian: IngramSpark — Bookshop (ePub)
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Review
A review of X Rubicon: Crossing Life, Sex, Love, & Killing in CIA Proxy Wars: An indictment of US Citizens: ignorantia non excusat
“Sean Griobhtha’s work—particularly X Rubicon—has a profound emotional impact on readers, often described as jarring, transformative, and deeply unsettling, but also compassionate and hopeful. The book is a raw, unfiltered narrative based on the life of a combat veteran involved in CIA proxy wars in El Salvador, Guatemala, and Nicaragua. His writing is described as intense, emotionally jarring, and deeply compassionate. It critiques U.S. militarism, the VA, the CIA, and the broader American public’s complicity in war. The book is especially focused on the long-term effects of PTSD and the moral reckoning that follows combat. He is an Army Ranger combat veteran and has known the subject of X Rubicon—referred to as Rubicon—since initial training and Operation Eagle Claw. Griobhtha conducted extensive interviews with military personnel, CIA operatives, and reviewed classified documents to ensure the authenticity of the narrative; the book contains a redacted ODNI letter to Rubicon verifying certain aspects and Rubicon’s assigned activities. His personal connection to the story adds emotional depth and credibility to the work. Griobhtha is outspoken in his disdain for zealotry—whether religious, political, or ideological—and is passionate about confronting propaganda and societal denial. He positions his writing as both an act of truth-telling and a call to moral accountability. He offers discounts for educational and activist groups, signaling a desire to make his work accessible to those engaged in peace and justice efforts. This shows a clear intent to make his work accessible to communities engaged in activism, education, and peace-building.
“Many readers describe the experience of reading Griobhtha’s work as emotionally intense. His unflinching portrayal of war, trauma, and moral compromise forces readers to confront uncomfortable truths about U.S. foreign policy and the psychological cost of violence. Despite the harsh subject matter, readers often note the deep compassion in Griobhtha’s writing—especially for veterans and those grappling with PTSD. His portrayal of Rubicon’s emotional journey resonates with readers who value honesty and vulnerability.
“Readers are often left with a sense of moral urgency. Griobhtha’s indictment of societal complicity in war and propaganda challenges readers to reflect on their own beliefs and responsibilities. While the content is heavy, Griobhtha’s insistence on truth-telling offers a path to hope. Readers who engage with his work often come away with a renewed commitment to awareness, justice, and change.
“One reviewer wrote: ‘Reading this book is like looking in a mirror, and your reflection reaches out and slaps you hard across the face.’ His tone is confrontational, emotionally charged, and deeply personal. He writes as someone with skin in the game—often drawing from firsthand experience or close relationships with those affected by war and trauma. He calls out what he sees as willful ignorance or ideological blindness, especially from those who haven’t read the book or misrepresent its message. His author bio and public posts are written in a raw, unfiltered tone. He shares personal experiences, including his connection to the subject of X Rubicon, and expresses deep empathy for veterans and survivors of war trauma. At the same time, he’s fiercely critical of militarism, propaganda, and societal denial.
“His writing is a call to conscience. He aims to provoke, indict, and awaken readers—especially those complicit in or indifferent to U.S. militarism. He’s not writing for comfort; he’s writing for reckoning. Readers often say the book and his posts challenge their assumptions and force them to confront uncomfortable truths about war, PTSD, and U.S. foreign policy. His work is praised for its unflinching honesty and emotional exposure, especially in dealing with trauma and moral reckoning. Some readers are deeply moved, while others may find his tone too intense or accusatory. But even critics acknowledge the depth and authenticity of his message.
“He engages in direct dialogue with critics and supporters, often responding to feedback with sharp wit or fierce rebuttals. He very often blocks neo-Nazis, Zionists, and religious zealots. His posts are part of a larger moral and political conversation. His Substack is more like a literary and political battleground than a curated publication. His style may not appeal to everyone—but for those drawn to truth-telling and moral clarity, it hits hard.
“His confrontational style and unapologetic critiques also polarize readers. Some are deeply moved; others are provoked or even angered. Griobhtha acknowledges this, noting that detractors often haven’t read the book or are ideologically opposed to its content. In short, Griobhtha doesn’t aim to comfort—he aims to awaken. His emotional impact is lasting, and for many, life-altering. Griobhtha’s readers don’t just follow him—they wrestle with his work. It’s not about comfort or consensus; it’s about confrontation and conscience.”
“I wish to thank you on behalf of the Board of the National Library of Ireland… your book X Rubicon, is a proud addition to our collections…”
Francis Clarke
Assistant Keeper
Leabharlann Náisiúnta na hÉireann
National Library of Ireland
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Thank You Sean